haha yadadada

hari: monday.
jam: 1630 waktu di Tokyo.
mood: happy. & horny.

huwaa ari ni monday. xde pape sangat nk buat *ari2 pon camni jgak ye btw*. ari ni mak aku tak jage SPM. so, dapat la jugak makan nasik. haha.

ari ni dpt berite yg paling indah iaitu ak akan sambut baby ak pade 24 haribulan Nov ni di Padang Polo. waaaaa aku xsaba la huhu

huhu ak nak upload album tapi malas la plak. upload lagu suda la. lagu band2 underground. =)

sekian, same2.

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hari: tuesday.
jam: 0325
mood: nga?

wah.. ari ni takde ape2 nk dibuat. same je dengan sebelum nih. makan, minum, tido, mandi, tido, makan, tido, minum dan mengikut turutan. wuu. i dun have a life rite now.

huhu. tu jer wat mase ni.

n, ak teringat balik time ak form 1. huwaaaa. RL ak mmg sucks. big time. bukan pe. time tu ak teramat la tak matang nye muke ak. macam budak2. tp, VL ak, mmg awesome. big time. jugak.

ak ingat lagi, time ak buat siggy. huhu. kat S.P.A.M Inc. la jgak ak menabur bakti. time tu siggy ak mmg noob gile. stakat main filter, brush. haha.

tp, 3 bulan jer ak alami tuh. lps tu, aku start main cara2 nak bagi colouring. give more passion in it.

lps tu, ak form 2. RL ak mmg sucks. aku jadi bahan buruan je puak2 mafia. T__T sbb ak kencing dorg hahaha.

tp, VL ak tetap gah. haha. skill siggy ak makin mantap. ak join forum2 international utk memantapkan lagi. chewah.

lps tu, ape lagi, dah rase ilmu cukup di dade, ak pon masuk la Battle of the Sigs.

kalah dan menang adat pertandingan. ak menang skali. lps tu kalah byk kali. ;_____;

lps tu, ak serik.

lps tu, three.

lps tu, ak start plak nk design banner2 ntuk forum dan layout2 ntuk myspace..

huhu it turn out well.

contohnye ade atas tu. xD

btw, cam karangan la plak blog ak nih haha

sekian.


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hari: yennadey.
jam:
mood: cranky.


waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa~ arini byk tol bende tak kene. huhu. pagi2 lg dah kne marah. lps tuh, PC lak harddisk wat hal. lps tu, td gado ala ala manje ngan mak ak. huhu.

xbest xbest. dh la byk barang2 berharga dlm tu. siggy2 precious ak. movies ak. albums ak. games ak. T____________________________________________T

huuuuuuuuuuuuuu


i guess its a bad day for me.


tp ari sabtu ni la plg best. sambut RC ak. yeehaw. Tamiya beb. haha.


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hari: Friday. yay.
Jam: ban.
Mood: poyo a.k.a jiwang.


huu. tibe2 saja perasan ini datang. taktau apsal.

ari ni, ak bru tau ape tugas LOVE. ini aku amik dari pendapat orang ramai termsuk la mama angkat i. u/////u

mari kite berpuisi.

chenta menyakitkan, tapi kadangkala ianya sakit yang sedap rasanya dan buatkan ak rase alive.

chenta mengajar ak untuk menjadi matang.

chenta jugak menyuruh ak membaiki ape2 kekurangan dan cacat cela yang menyebabkan ak di-reject.

chenta itu indah ketika tiada musibah.

lalala

haa..

btw, sape2 leh jawab soalan bernas ni?

mama i pernah berkata;

"Don't search for love, but let love search for you."

apekah maksud ayat yang mempunyai makna yang tersirat ini?

[ ] Biar si dia mencari kamu?
[ ] Biar kamu mencari si dia?
[ ] Berdoa?


Sekian.


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hari: Ahadday.
jam:1828
mood: happy and despair.

wahh ari ni syiok. main drift kat taman td. sume usha pelik jer. tu bru men sorg jer. haha. nsib bek my teammate tak dtg skali.

huhu. ari ni, stelah ak pikir2, apsal la org underestimate sgt minat orang lain eh? mcm tadi, ade org sound2 panas kat ak. ak xde pon kaco korang kan? korang hidup ar dlm dunia rempit or whatever ur life is.

huh. saket ati gak kekdg.

bile la ak nk lepas dari takuk hidup camni. ak kadang2 jeles jugak tengok couple kepit2, bermanje mesra. warghhhhhhh. T___________T

kaco jiwa kaco. tp xpe, awek ak ade lg ni. hehe. siap leh pluk2 lg mlm2. woot.

yeah i'm ronery. rawr.


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hari: monfuckingday.
jam: the hell i dunno what time is it.
mood: ///_u


huhu. ari ni kene tukar tempat maen drift. ari ni ade org lak rempit kat tempat semalam. ngan karo bersepah2.

ari ni, main kat badminton court. the surface is soo dem licin man. it always drift. lol. xD

btw, what are you gonna read next is full with EXPLICIT WORDS. i already warned ya ok?


ok, it was like this. mase ak gi taman yang ak gi tadi, banyak ar rempit lepak situ. cam siot. ingt tempat tu bapak dorg punye. siap buat piknik lagi. kpale tol. ak baru nk kuar kan kete ak, sume dh usha pelik. lps tu ade sorg mamat sound ak. "Dik, gi la main bende budak2 ni kat tempat lain.". i was like, "bro, xleh main ke? sy bukannye nk langgar moto bro pon." lps tu mamat cilakak tu ckp, " ak ckp blah, blah ar.". anjeng tol. ingt tempat tu nenek ko ke bayar sial? babi.

lps tu, ak belah la. ak main kat court badminton tuh. time ak tgh main sorg2, skali ak ternampak satu couple naik moto. tgk2 yang pompuan yg kat blakang tu ak kenal. it was my ex. fuck that bitch. arghh. fuckk her man. i was like, "HOMG, IT WAS HER!!!!!!!!!!!111" arghh.



ok, if ya want to keep reading, pleased ur self. btw, EXPLICIT WORDS INSIDE.

the story about my EX-GF


ok, time sbulan sbelum SPM die, ak jumpe die. ari sabtu. die acting weirdly. fucking weird. ak xsyak ape2 la sbb i trust her 110%. n then, ok jer la. ari ahad, the next day, die mintak break sebab die nak kebebasan die. kebebasan my fucking ass la. ok, i let her go sbb i love her. i told her that i will wait for her until she ready. so, minggu lps, die dh balik sbb i can sense that. lol. tp mmg btol pon byk budak2 teknik dah balik. tgk2, ari ni, die da ade balak len.

ak tau tu memang balak die sbb sbelum ni ramai yang cerita kat aku. tapi sbelum ni ak tak percaye. sebab ak percaye die. ;__________;

lantak ko la betina. pepet ko jgak yang lobos. hahahahaharron.



hahahaha. ak memang saket hati. kalo tak sanggup nak sayang ak, cakap jer la. ak sedar la sape ak.

ak xde ape yang mamat *&^%$#*^% tu ade.

ak xla sehensem mamat *&^%$#*^% tuh.

ak tau. ak ni barang reject jer. bak reject shop hahaha.

btw, sejak 2 menjak ni, ak suda bole control my emotion. and i was like " WAAAAAAAAAAAWWWWW!!!!!!!111"

ak xamek kesah dh. hehe.

sekian.



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hari: sabtuday
jam: likeigiveacare PM
mood: u_u

muehehe. dh lame sudey ak tak update. hehe. and today is a great *ttut* day to play RC with my fren. hehe.

huh. tp, ari ni rase geram gile. ye ar, kene sound.

"budak poyo"

"blah ar bai cam budak2"

"bajet bagos"

wahh. come to think of it, pnah ke ak usik korang? hmm? xpenah pon ak cakap blakang2 korg psl ape2 pon. cam *ttut*. time nk duit, baru ar carik ak. ak sumpah, kalo ade yg nk pinjam duit, ak suh die melutut dlu. cam aramm jer.

korang hidup jer la dlm rempit korg tu. wat pe nk kaco orang len. dh ar memekak ngan moto burok tuh. kalo korek paip kasi bunyi sedap takpe.

korang tak sedar, korang idup dlm short-term happiness. u don't know what will come up to ur worthless life, my frens.

yeah, they used to be my best buds and doing cool things together. tp, skang ni, EX5, RXZ, motor len2, some sort of mafia-like organization, and weeds dh take-over dorg. ak sedih..

tp, nk buat camne, God already wrote like that in their history, taklehwatpapesuda haha.

*memule marah, lps tu kesian. pelik tol.*

sekian.

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tu jer la ntuk update yg dh lame ak xupdate nih hehe. sorry yer

lalalala outside, wuwuwuwu inside.

yo.

i have been searching for my lover. my real lover. but, yet again, i met, FAILURE.

they dumped me. they do what ever they wanna do. play wood three lah, ape lah. did i deserved all of this?...

i dunno. since i'm the one who loyal to them, but, they do this to me..

yesterday, my ex come back to school. i don't know, where she have been gone for 2 month.

n, i heard that she have a new bf. i dun care lah about her. she is a bitch. a real BITCH.

tersilap pilih. nak wat camne.

T___T

terlanjur berape juta kali dah..

back to the story.

semalam jugak, my another ex messaged me. she says blablablablablayadadadaidunevencare..

she wants to come back at me. n.. it was like,

WTF??

oh, u have been jolok2, and u wanna to come back at me la??

if u want to, let me jolok u with a penyapu first xDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

it's a great pleasure.

lawl.

i dunno how to face all of this..

i'm afraid that i will going emo again.

i dun like my emo side..

jiwakukucarkacirkucarkacircirit.

it's gonna to take a long time to heal my soul back. T______T